death fact and i'm pretty very sure about it
Written on: Saturday, May 16, 2009
Time: 8:25 PM
Time: 8:25 PM
i rather die young w/o pain than to live long n suffer painful death
people might not agree with me. but this is my perspective.
everyone is going thru this cycle. it is part and parcel of life
death is just the matter of the time. everyone is going to face death anyway
why i seriously choose to die early because of some factor:
people might not agree with me. but this is my perspective.
everyone is going thru this cycle. it is part and parcel of life
death is just the matter of the time. everyone is going to face death anyway
why i seriously choose to die early because of some factor:
1. i dun wan my love ones to die b4 me i dun wan them to leave me behind alone (this sound very selfish. but have u ever thought? what if my love one leave me first. i doubt i would have any will to live. *im weak..lol)
2. i would rather leave the world with the beautiful exposure that i have gained.
2. i would rather leave the world with the beautiful exposure that i have gained.
(no point being greedy to require for more. you might ended up empty handed)
3. i wan to reincarnate as i dun wan to waste to much time at one location.
3. i wan to reincarnate as i dun wan to waste to much time at one location.
(do u believe in reincarnation? this there such thing in the first place?)
4. if can i would choose that the world come to an end. this is so that everyone wil die happily with their love one..
5. perhaps dying young would be a good curable medicine.
4. if can i would choose that the world come to an end. this is so that everyone wil die happily with their love one..
5. perhaps dying young would be a good curable medicine.
(to me, the longer u live the more problems/illness might surface. i dun want to suffer sia. suffer so much le i dun wan live so long)
6. many more. and i'm sure that i'm not the only one think about death now. be positive and open minded about death.
6. many more. and i'm sure that i'm not the only one think about death now. be positive and open minded about death.
paiseh if this post sounded very emo. but that is the fact about death.
treasure everything around you before it is too late.
life is cruel. there might nt be any chances around to be spared.
sometimes death is cause by ppl u know sadly to said it could be ur love ones.
this world is so not fair. sometime i wonder why some those should not die, died. however those should die didnt (刻死的不死而不刻死的便便死)
anyway an interesting website... hopefully whatever it said is true.
http://www.religioustolerance.org/chr_deat.htm
anyway an interesting website... hopefully whatever it said is true.
http://www.religioustolerance.org/chr_deat.htm
and according to the website... i'm going to hell... lol
of cos i know what i'm talking about in the first place.
not nonsense, not drunk or what. everything is from the bottom of my heart.
i speak everything that i feel. just being straight forward.
respect my decision.. it is part of human rights as well.
goodbye
Time: 7:27 PM
goodbye my dear friend
rest in peace.
*iamsorryyouwillbemisseddeeply
to cousin chris
Written on: Monday, May 11, 2009
Time: 7:13 PM
I love u too dearest cousin. Thanks for that encouraging ppt tt ur did for me. Thanks for letting me know u will support me in everything I do. I'm alright and fine. Just that sch has started and make me think alot. As it is the final yr i’m starting to decide what I should study/do aft I graduate from RP. Therefore i’m feeling kind of tired too.Time: 7:13 PM
and cousin alvina... i love you too. you are not forgetten. without both of you guiding me, i would have made lots of mistake. thanks god for letting the both of you to be my cousin. i enjoy times spent with the two. thanks for tolerating my silliness... meet up soon. lovelove =)
to be continue.....
if possible...
if only if.....
Written on: Friday, April 24, 2009
Time: 10:44 AM
If only if i’m not playfulTime: 10:44 AM
If only if i wasn’t that stupid
If only if i know how to treasure my time
If only if i have worked hard from my PSLE
If only if i didn’t enter CVSS
If only if i wasn’t in Sec5
If only if i didn’t join tt fucked up CCA
If only if i’m able to control myself
If only if i do well in my O'level
If only if i didn't enter RP
If only if i could breath longer
If only if i'm not tt smart to _____ ur ___
If only if i'm ____ not ____
If only if i'm didn't ____ ________
If only if killing wasn't a crime (i would have killed you. and i mean it)
If only if i wasn’t brought into this world
If only if IMI was my first choice in the first place
If only all this unluckiness didn’t occur on me....
If only if everything didn't happen on me...
i believe in retribution
what goes around, come around
A Brand New Year & New Semester
Time: 8:30 AM
Sch has started for a week.
Everything went on smoothly expect for the new timing and system.
I would say that the new system suck but not totally.
It suck because all the timing in sch has been cut short and i have to rush thru my work. I would said that I 1hr 45min wasn’t enough for me to come out with a good ppt. in fact 2hr 30min was better as I could complete my work as well as enjoying a meal with my friends, but not now anymore.
However an advantage of the new system is that sch started at a later time and end earlier.
I have been arriving in sch an hour or 2 earlier everyday.
Sound so kiasu right. Mayb cos I have gotta use to waking up earlier and leaving my hse at 7am.
Classes are dismiss latest by 4pm and for the whole week I have been reaching home b4 5.30pm. lol shoik right. I don’t even have to squeeze with ppl during peak hour.
Recap of the week:
Day 1 - Network Security:
Lesson held in dry lab. The faci and class = fun. Faci sound a lil like an ahlian but a logical one. Didn’t really focus much on first day. I dunno why mayb I was counting down to class dismiss.lol
Day 2 - IT Security and Management:
The faci sounded a bit strict and I was afraid I didn’t do my work up to his expectation. he likes to ask us question aft presentation. Practically every team takes 30min to present. I will not blame him because he really wants to make sure we understand what we input in the ppt. lucky his 6p is short. This is my longest module of the week. Hopefully I can maintain my standard for the rest of the week.
Day 3 - Financial Accounting
My fav module of the week. My first lesson was amusing. I like this module and I’m looking forward to the next lesson le. Didn’t really notice about the faci cos busy finding information for the ppt. hardworking right. Lol. My team members are alil weird and quiet. Nvm mayb we are new, will try to interact more.
Day 4 - Digital Security and Forensics
Lesson held in dry lab. Hear from a new classmate that the faci is lenient. Lesson was interesting. I felt like I’m those in forensics heroes finding evidents and solving cases. So威风(impressive) right?? Ok I’m being exaggerating. lol
Overall I enjoyed yr3sem1 class. Glad that I didn’t make a wrong choice. My module are all theory based and I’m meeting with new ppl everyday. I have escaped with coding and programming. YEAH! I’m feeling a lil stressed up and lethargic. I dunno why. I need to focus more.
Lastly, I need my sleeping therapy! I’m sleeping aft 1am and waking up at 6.30am everyday. super tired, YAWN!!!!!!
Everything went on smoothly expect for the new timing and system.
I would say that the new system suck but not totally.
It suck because all the timing in sch has been cut short and i have to rush thru my work. I would said that I 1hr 45min wasn’t enough for me to come out with a good ppt. in fact 2hr 30min was better as I could complete my work as well as enjoying a meal with my friends, but not now anymore.
However an advantage of the new system is that sch started at a later time and end earlier.
I have been arriving in sch an hour or 2 earlier everyday.
Sound so kiasu right. Mayb cos I have gotta use to waking up earlier and leaving my hse at 7am.
Classes are dismiss latest by 4pm and for the whole week I have been reaching home b4 5.30pm. lol shoik right. I don’t even have to squeeze with ppl during peak hour.
Recap of the week:
Day 1 - Network Security:
Lesson held in dry lab. The faci and class = fun. Faci sound a lil like an ahlian but a logical one. Didn’t really focus much on first day. I dunno why mayb I was counting down to class dismiss.lol
Day 2 - IT Security and Management:
The faci sounded a bit strict and I was afraid I didn’t do my work up to his expectation. he likes to ask us question aft presentation. Practically every team takes 30min to present. I will not blame him because he really wants to make sure we understand what we input in the ppt. lucky his 6p is short. This is my longest module of the week. Hopefully I can maintain my standard for the rest of the week.
Day 3 - Financial Accounting
My fav module of the week. My first lesson was amusing. I like this module and I’m looking forward to the next lesson le. Didn’t really notice about the faci cos busy finding information for the ppt. hardworking right. Lol. My team members are alil weird and quiet. Nvm mayb we are new, will try to interact more.
Day 4 - Digital Security and Forensics
Lesson held in dry lab. Hear from a new classmate that the faci is lenient. Lesson was interesting. I felt like I’m those in forensics heroes finding evidents and solving cases. So威风(impressive) right?? Ok I’m being exaggerating. lol
Overall I enjoyed yr3sem1 class. Glad that I didn’t make a wrong choice. My module are all theory based and I’m meeting with new ppl everyday. I have escaped with coding and programming. YEAH! I’m feeling a lil stressed up and lethargic. I dunno why. I need to focus more.
Lastly, I need my sleeping therapy! I’m sleeping aft 1am and waking up at 6.30am everyday. super tired, YAWN!!!!!!
its a brand new day
Written on: Sunday, April 19, 2009
Time: 9:14 AM
Time: 9:14 AM
advices seeked and heeded
i need my power of willfor the 10 long months battle
tomorrow will be better than today
&
Ignorance is bliss
regret
Time: 9:10 AM
its all words of anger